Before this sun go insane....i look behind....into the night..... that's standing on the doorway....few steps from the dawn and few steps in the night...threshold of a dream and martyr's realm....
some torn sheets of the past near the lake haunts me....some laughter echoes on the edges of the clif........

the plant of the cancer like creature of the lost child has grown up to a man.....answers all the question from the unheard light from the dark......

Maine morrison ko nai mara!!!

looking at the moon....eyes bit moist and heart still beating strong.....looking for the lost soul somewhere in the dark....i wish i could see it in here.....

its difficult to die at times but thats the level where you get out of your body.....and the soul sees the doors of the bright light and the walks towards it to get burnt into it.....kissing the fragile saturation of the things known and the things unknown.............

looking at the wind from the west....

Drift finally seems to taking over the soft joy....smiles dragged by the forces of inner tide....embers of light it looks like.....unceasing wind of the unknown took away the laughters that never looked like disappearing with worldly doldrums.....history i can smell when the ugly me the bells of night.....chaos and silence in the sweets i had.....may the night prevail and the ugly find a way...the martyr encumbered in prison of hope....

Before its dawn.....

The moon is still shining bright....and the dawn is on the next step.....both the travelers of the altered state.....will lookinto each other.....may they reach the shore......may they shine bright in harmony...as it sinkning low, the grace shall amalgamate the power of the warrior, of the golden lamp....wish they could stay a lil while more......

The ugly me!

sex ratio problem

Save tigers........

Tigers.....

I am sure all of us gonna miss them soon....

A loser’s affliction:

Look at the loser down and dead
Like the sun after an eclipse, about to set…
Complete blindness in thoughts, loose jaws…
Tears rolling on the cheeks, so blissfully,…the freeway.
He wishes it was him, taking a leap beyond the dream…
But a loser he was…..just a loser…..

Heart betrayed the mind and he was left all alone
To gaze the land of the cowards,
To sew threads of hope from the broken jowl,
Look at the agony of the grass hopper over the forest fire.
Holding grip of his doom flying away with hurricane wire….
Achilles over the pile and ashes, a grass hopper he was,
A loser he was, a loser………

What lies beyond his thoughts is the land of the unheard
Balloons of hopes busted in the middle of the sky,
Still they will reach a land….still they will fly, the sunken good bye.
Look at the eyes trying to dry the moist around,
Look at the legs trying to challenge the gravity frowned,
Look at the spine like a kite just about to die…..
Look at the loser waiting for the sun, under the rains of pain….a loser he was….a loser……

The last man of the battle, which way to go,
Soft jelly rocks, piles of dreams and ocean so red
The last leaf on the tree, no shadow beneath,
The vulture rises, soon will take it abode, the death
The last child in the graveyard, the realm of the departed
Coffin like a decanter and wine of souls and dreams, the bloodbath….


The loser will be there….coz its still in here….
The loser……laughing, crying, hallows rhymes…
The downtrodden, the loser…the sick, the poor…the loser….hahahahahaha
The loser…..I am the loser……hahahahaa loser…
Clown in the democracy, emotion in slaughter….
Loser, yes, I am the loser…..dead human and alive soul…the loser…..no money why living the loser…
Little children sinking in rage….loser….the white collar laugh…hahahahaha the loser….
Die loser die……take in the toxic….hatred, revenge, lust, power, money, sex, discrimination and die…..loser die….
They all died, who taught us the good….its time for you…
Loser die!!!

the loser,
Anugam

NO Smoking nosmokingnosmokingnosmokingnosmokingnosmoking.....

LAST KISS BEFORE I DIE….
(Dedicated to all the Smokers…)

Just before I sink into reality,
And enter the doors of the unheard,
I amalgamate the loose sheets of the past,
To feel her existence in my soul.

Fragrance of her last touch
The breath and the mesmerising touch still young inside.
Lone shadows on the deserted lands
And the simplicity of the confusion…
Freedom fights its way out from the doom and the ruins.

A soul I was, searching for a grave to sleep in
Deceptive cocoons they made around me,
Lies, hatred, anger and the masks,
It was fake all around to be in
On the fragile line, unaware where the illusive side lay
There I saw her for the first time.

Dressed all in white and golden locks inside
So tender and so pure,
I stared at the divinity and made an endeavour,
To put my head on her shoulder and cry.

The first touch and we blended in each other,
The shiver on my lips
And her existence in my every breath
Gave me the holy ride
But soon she turned into ashes conquering my desires
Heaven I saw so close in her eyes
That was when I smoked my love for the first time.
I ran regretting the overflow of my desires,
The passion the lust we shared
It took long to get her off my mind
And soon, I reached blankness,
It was the place I spent years of my life.

Where there was no love no sacrifice of the true kind
In void of the ruins,
The aroma the taste the feel of her expressive love kept alive.
Not my first love she was
But I saw love indulged with sacrifice for the first time.

Then I realised she was immortal
It was all because of the traits and morals in her life
No papers of the blind law and the blind society
But we married each other in front of fire
A mighty truth from the nature
Mocking at the lonesome society
As our love moved higher.

Wherever I went, she never left me
Pink romance it was; fooling time and stealing moments
There she laid the foundations of the perfect lover to be
Long wars with the society
But she brought snow covered mountains’ mystique.
Ended all my sorrows with a magical heel
She took me to a land of peace
Magic spell so mysterious she caste
Its exuberance made me forget my existence’s deal

An obsession she became
A complete freedom in herself
And I wanted to fly with her
To a land I had never seen or thought of,
which was so immaculately sane.

They raised fingers and called me sick
Perhaps they never knew what love was
I never hid my love from anyone
Never bothered for the kisses and love bites, her presence
was so apparent to everyone.

So chaotic ‘they’ behaved and departed in my presence,
Still I moved on, burnt myself in the love of her desires,
Coz it was time to sacrifice myself
I saw the end in the setting sun (but wasn’t afraid of it)
And thought, who will take care of my little one
when my soul slumbers.

In the shackles of the human decision we departed
And now I call them mad
Who are not here in this asylum
Unaware of the love of their life.
Soon I shall taste the obscurity, they say
But it’s an encounter with the reality.
I have a cancer inside and they all blame my love for it
It’s just the reward of the air I take in, I say,
That is mixed with hatred, lust, greed, anger and the other evils of insane human mines.

Just one wish as my time nears
Neither do I want a comfortable bed nor a soft loaf of bread,
Neither am I concerned with the fake materialistic oxygen mask
Forced on me, forcing me to die.
Let me just be free from the hypocrite evils of the society,
The rage in the blood, anger in souls, lust fro power
And the hatred in the air,
Let me drown into this toxic love free from the sickening oxygen,
And sleep forever in peace.


ANUGAM GOSWAMI